My bandwidth is really low right now.

[purplerabbit]

So I stayed home from parties this weekend. Not wanting to slight anyone, but really not trusting myself to be a good guest. I have been snappish even in my safe place here at home. I am not even reading most LJ entries right now, especially if they involve any kind of drama. Again, just not able to cope with a lot right now. I guess the combination of fairieboy leaving, airshipjones's job ending, financial worries and hormones has left me feeling raw and vulnerable. I seem to get upset easy. I find myself cussing out characters on TV (more than usual, at least). I find myself rankling at slights that I might usually let slide.

I don't want to retreat into isolation. I seem to be able to handle folks one or two at a time. More than that is really pushing it for me. I seem to enjoy visits with folks -- just not crowds or stress. So, until my mood shifts, I am asking folks to be understanding and gentle with me. I am sure I will come out of it, I just need some time.

Want to vent about somone/something? Not now, please. (Post what you want in LJ but don't expect much response from me at this point since I am only skimming.)

Wanna go to a movie? Sure. Want to do something fun? Sounds good.

Comments

[goldfish42.livejournal.com]

Don't know if you read my journal or not, but would cute pictures of baby goats cheer you up any? We had two babies born yesterday.

*hugs* Hope you feel better soon.

[zpdiduda.livejournal.com]

(((hugs))))

[cyan-blue.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Thanks for letting us know where you're at, and what you need.

[inflectionpoint.livejournal.com]

Hugs to you, if you want some.

I don't have much bandwith right now myself, but maybe sitting in the garden and getting some sun? I am sorry you feel low.

[davesslave.livejournal.com]

I am sorry you have been stressed. *hugs*