Feb. 12th, 2005

purplerabbit: Dany at Pcon (Default)
Just a reminder that the joint birthday party for this [livejournal.com profile] purplerabbit and the lovely [livejournal.com profile] deedeebythebay is tonight beginning at 7 PM. There are still quite a number of good friends who I have not heard one way or the other from. Are you coming to the celebration?
purplerabbit: Dany at Pcon (Default)
So what is the crazy [livejournal.com profile] purplerabbit doing on the eve of her 43rd Birthday? Trying to rest up for tonight celebrations. I am very much looking forward to a relaxing and loving evening among friends.

It has been a rough week. PMS weeks are hard enough. But we got some pretty bad news this week. In case you thought all the crisis(es) were past...

[livejournal.com profile] airshipjones was told by his boss on Wednesday that the company may be going under in about a month. So our much needed financial security is getting yanked again. For those keeping count, yes, this is the 4th time in 4 years! Our lovely geek is the primary income for the household of four (plus one visiting friend also out of work). [livejournal.com profile] airshipjones is already looking again. He has a phone interview on Monday. Let's hope he finds a new job before the old one is gone. But even if he does, it means changing insurance and possibly doctors again. And people wonder why I have so much trouble getting help for my illness(es).

As if things weren't rough enough for our beautiful [livejournal.com profile] airshipjones, he received word that his mother's cancer count is up again. She has endured multiple surgeries and two long painful rounds of chemotherapy already. This could mean that the cancer may not be beatable. She wants to live as much as th rest of us want her to be around. We will support whatever she needs. We are all very family oriented people, but [livejournal.com profile] airshipjones is particularly close to his bio family. This is very hard on him. He will probably be spending a lot of time up in Ione for a while.

We would appreciate your continued love an support while our family works to take care of itself. Feel free to light candles, pray or send energy in whatever loving form you would like.

My wish list includes:

  • A good stable job [livejournal.com profile] airshipjones

  • A good stable job for my friend S and a nice place to live for him.

  • Improvement on my health.


In sum though - prosperity, health and happiness for my family and friends.

I do have amazing partners, child, family and friends. As I look at my life, I realize I am truly blessed by the love I have had and continue to have. You are amazing and I am grateful for your presence in my life. I would wish a long life for myself, but only if I can continue to enjoy such blessings.
purplerabbit: Dany at Pcon (Default)
So you may or may not know that one of these things that can really turn me (on/off up/down) is music. And there are some women's voices that can reach a place in me that is very deep. Tracy Chapman is one of those. So I have been listening to her today and discovered that one of the songs off her last album could be the theme song for the main characters in my book:

I Am Yours

When all my hopes and dreams
Have been betrayed
I stand before you
My hands are empty

I am yours
If you are mine

When I fall and stumble
Flat on my face
When I'm shamed and humbled
In disgrace

I am yours
If you are mine

When voices call me
To question my faith
When misperception
Taints my love with hate

I am yours
If you are mine

When time decides
It won't stop for me
When the hawks and vultures
Are circling

I am yours
If you are mine

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